Thursday, July 10, 2003

im feeling like shit now. just read a number of blogs and realized that hell of a lot of ppl r going overseas to study.. or are already there.. or want to go there after jc and their parents can afford it. like all over the place ppl r heading to australia, usa, blahblahblah, some of them even my own friends. and these ppl talk abt how much they dont wanna go n stuff, how much they'd miss everybody. okay its true, you'll miss everybody but going overseas is like a chance of a lifetime! i wont give up anything for that. some of the rich asses out there, all they need to do is just fork out some of their parents money and poof theyre in some classy overseas u. like we poor shits down here hafta slog like mad, work damn hard to even have a shot at a scholarship to go overseas to study lar. i mean think about it man. do u think i really wanna work that hard? do u think i really can do things without consequence, just go out n have my fun everyday and not study? i want to. get this right, i really want to. but can i afford to? i cant just throw my future away cuz i dont have no rich kao shan behind me yeah. why do you think i work so hard? just so i can leave this place once im done with it. im not saying that i wont miss my friends or anything, just saying that i'd rather have an overseas education anywhere in the world, except here. knowing that i'll prob not get my wish just drags me down. i mean how low can one get.

it just sucks thinking about it.


Mrs Brightside at 10:14 pm

{xoxo}