Sunday, October 30, 2005

Somehow when lynnette says it's gonna be okay, i trust her. :) It's all the reassurance i need to have faith and confidence in the final project of the year.

sigh.

Wish me luck!

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Me and my space helmet!!! Teeheehee :P zm says its ah beng but i like white! hehe thanks dear for the surprise, i think it goes well with my gola bag :) 

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Saturday, October 29, 2005

just had a long and meaningful chat with ser, it was great!! :) had a nice time catching up, discussing key issues of our lives, philosophical stuffs even! muacks i love u girl, please lets meet up when your exams end!

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Friday, October 28, 2005

My Birthday wishlist!!
(hint hint. HAHAHA)

1. Lonely planet travel guide to Florida or Orlando and Central Florida!

2. Booties and fins. Or some other dive gear.

3. A trip to Genting heh

4. Some new make up products e.g. Christian Dior Show powder! the puffy one. damn nice! :P

5. TO LOSE WEIGHT urgh will somebody help me out please. desperate.

6. A tote bag which i can put my laptop and cha ba lang stuff and bring to school.

7. A sui/chio business suit! whee wheet!

8. A Ha Thi meal. hahahha just kidding :P (hearty! duh.)

9. Treatment for my pimples. Nothing seems to be working.

10. Dean's List! Ahahaahahhaha

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Thursday, October 27, 2005

This is the size of my heart. :) 

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Ben ben don't be sad!! :) We're all here for you.

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Wednesday, October 26, 2005

I'm a happy strawberry Frutips girl:)

Hey Dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according
To plan?
Do you think I’m wasting
My time doing things I
Wanna do?
But it hurts when you
Disapprove all along


And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I’m never gonna be good
Enough for you
I can’t pretend that
I’m alright
And you can’t change me


‘Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect
Now it’s just too late
And we can’t go back
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect


I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be
My hero?
All the days
You spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don’t
Care anymore


And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I’m never gonna be good
Enough for you
I can’t stand another fight
And nothing’ alright


‘Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect
Now it’s just too late
And we can’t go back
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect


Nothing’s gonna change
The things that you said
Nothing’s gonna make this
Right again
Please don’t turn your back
I can’t believe it’s hard
Just to talk to you
But you don’t understand


‘Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect
Now it’s just too late
And we can’t go back
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect


‘Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect
Now it’s just too late
And we can’t go back
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect

Simple Plan - Perfect.

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Tuesday, October 25, 2005

dear please dont be angry with me :(

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Monday, October 24, 2005

looking funny. with S1E at Blooie's in science park :) 

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sammie and mee 

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oooh.. whats hongyi hiding in his mouth. 

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presenting... braces boy! ta-daa! 

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rina, sam, me 

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DA BRACES GANG muahaha :P so cute 

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me n tingting 

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minus siqing who was late frm tuition, and hongyi who took the photo. 

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the model couple! Aww... 

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me and muggerina! she's one hot babe hehe 

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mirror photos 

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hongyi and me! 

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f***ed up project.

Just feeling the heat and yeah stressing fucked up. i know i shouldnt feel this way, and my attitude is really bad but this is the kind of feeling you get when you keep facing lots of obstacles, walking into dead ends, getting rejected, having no ethical issues. BLAHHHHHHH

"there is not the slightest indication that nuclear energy will ever be obtainable. it would mean that the atom would have to be shattered at will." - albert einstein, 1932.

"God is in the details." - Ludiwg Mies van der Rohe
"Less is more." - Ludwig Mies van der Rohe

this german guy has good quotes!

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Saturday, October 22, 2005

It's time to tread carefully...

I am an official employee of Seaworld, Florida come Spring/Summer 2006!!! :) This is the most exciting thing that has EVER happened to me in my entire life so far. YIPPEE YAY! i cant wait.

Special mention: he specially came down on thurs just to hand me a surprise! :)
Special mention II: met up with S1E + veon + wanwen on fri night, had a great time, really miss those good ol days :)

pictures up soon!

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Friday, October 21, 2005

The next time i see you will be 11 Nov?

:(

I need 25 hours a day...

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Thursday, October 20, 2005

DECISIONS, DECISIONS, DECISIONS!!

Cedarpoint.

Morey's Pier.

Paramount King's Dominion.

Six Flags Lake George.

ARGH! WHICH ONE!

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Tuesday, October 18, 2005

You know christmas is coming when you have run out of songs to sing in the bathroom and start singing "O Come All Ye Faithful", VJChoir style, complete with descant, and you enjoy every minute of it.

CHRISTMAS!!! :D

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Forced to post this up by the boyfriend! 

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Eternal friends or foes do not exist
Our friendship is as good as it lasts - Fifteen.

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My favourite girls!! I miss Ginny (seeing her on Thurs!) and Bubu... 

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Monday, October 17, 2005

i am really staying over in school tonight! :)

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Why do you like to say things that hurt me, i really dont understand sometimes.
Then you tell me you're a person who means what he says. So do you really mean to hurt me then?

Sometimes I don't know what you're thinking.

Sometimes I don't know you at all.

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Friday, October 14, 2005

I sometimes think back on what x told me, and it is definitely shocking. Many conclusions come to mind, and one of them is - do not judge people by what you see on the surface. seriously, the world is an evil place, many people aren't what they seem...

Ok away from the morbid stuff, back to the shitty stuff. biz law, having a terrible time absorbing.

I AM SLEEPING OVER IN SCHOOL TODAY.

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Thursday, October 13, 2005

Test link: Xavier doing his funky flips and somersaults straight off the top of the boat! click here

Link 2: Dolphin chronicles 1

Link 3: Dolphin chronicles 2

Sorry for the poor quality video, happens when i edit it. BLAH hope it doesnt happen with the BGS videos.

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And a chio starfish! Again, attracted by its bright colours. Dont tell me theres no contrast with the rocks lor.  

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These are the 3 nicest pics i took on the trip, sasdly :( Lionfish anyway! I really love how the details of the fish can be seen, even though i've got complaints saying there is no contrast with the rocks. Well, it's camouflaged for a reason right! 

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Tuesday, October 11, 2005

Back!

I only have one word: dolphins! Really damn cool. :) They were swimming next to the boat! like, RIGHT NEXT TO THE BOW and i even managed to video them there and then. WOW i tell u, it was amazingggg really. Around 14 divers jumped in and i think jacki and co even managed to TOUCH them! as they say, it was 'orgasmic', haha.

But sadly, i only got 1 nice photo during the trip - of a lion fish. second nicest photo was a starfish. Stupid rean said that the lion fish photo got no contrast, not nice. sian ah...

Anyway. bastard Sim tried to turn off my tank during the trip. AND HE DID! but i duno why i didnt feel anything.. just keep swimming. haha.

Came back suffering from decom illness :( damn sad man. Had a constant headache and had to take a panadol from KP before i felt better. surprisingly, the customs cleared really fast and i reached gill at lik 10pm, mum sent me home. Then zm came over for supper and to wash the gear! He was really sweet, when we were walking back from simpang i suddenly suffered joint pains (due to the decompression illness, urk). like, SUDDENLY! sneak attack on my back. so he carried me on his back for awhile, haha but i think i was too heavy so it was only a short distance. thanks dear! :)

After washing gear (which was effing tiring) he stayed over at my place, in my bro's room.. I think that got my mum very worried haha usually she leaves for office at like 730am but that day she only left at 830am. Then i cooked Spaghetti Vongole for him! went out to Shop and save to buy all the ingredients.. white wine, canned clams and extra virgin oil, among others rang up a bill of thiry eight bucks! it was the most expensive self-cooked pasta i ever ate so far man. And the silliest thing happened - i didnt have wine opener at home!! damn stupid right. in the end he had to go out to buy, haha.. and the cooking was delayed. so lame.

sigh i just found out i have 2 midterms - one this sat biz law, and one this coming mon which is bgs. FUCK seriously. i have no time. :(

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Friday, October 07, 2005

thanks phuong, i feel much better now. :)

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Thursday, October 06, 2005

Presenting...The Billabong Girl!



Yes, i know. Don't focus your eyes on the paunch can. Anyway this came free! woohoo i am so darn happy, thanks to er yi zhang and er yi and uncle da yuan who distributes mares & dacor! :)

Anyone wants mares & dacor stuff, let me know! I have good lobang, confirm below their market prices. YES YES LEH LONG LEH LONG quick grab ok

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there's a year 3 guy in SMU accountancy called leng chye! hahahahah

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Wednesday, October 05, 2005

How do you reconcile a busy schedule with plenty of commitments, and a boyfriend who feels neglected?

:(

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Tuesday, October 04, 2005

I come to the garden alone
While the dew is still on the roses
And the melody
That he gave to me
Within my heart
Is ringing.

And he walks with me and he talks with me
And he tells me I am his own
And the joy we shared as we tarry there
None other has ever known.

I am a PEPPER LUNCH ADDICT!!

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Sleeping in MA class. zzz. Oh, the bane of an 830am class on a Friday. 

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When me and beng were walking along Orchard, someone passed us this. DO WE LOOK LIKE FREAKING 16 YEAR OLDS!!?? 

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Some random thoughts...

1) In SMU, trying your best is not good enough. Winning is.
2) I hate it when people say "tio bo". tio tio tio your head la! damn irritating.

ok end of random thoughts. Now back to the LAST Creative Thinking presentation I EVER have to make! :)

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Monday, October 03, 2005

Don't EVER tell me you are fucking com illiterate. EVER. There's no such thing. You just have to figure it all out, use Msoft help if you have to. FUCk.

Anyway that aside.. decided to post in a proper length detailing my life as it is.. hmm. Went for my BGS project interview this morning - filmed and interviewed Dr Zhou Yan (I missed her!) and chatted for a very brief time before heading back to school. BGS sucked I had a terrible stomachache/cramp throughout and I was caught daydreaming. BAHHH.

Had marche dinner with shiqin after that.. Plus a surprise death by chocolate birthday cake! :) it was good. Joined by mr x.. then we walked around Heeren a teeny bit before heading home, happy birthday girl!

On the way back listened to xavier's eddie murphy impersonations and other sick jokes.. haha he's quite the lame shit. similar to shiwei.. Maybe thats why we click? Hope i can get down to studying MA when CT is due tmr, ugh. :(

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Sunday, October 02, 2005

Today my brother looked at my VJ choir tee and said: "What is that? Nomanisan Island?? Some Indian island ah?"

AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

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Introducing......


The boyfriend! :)

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Saturday, October 01, 2005

An amusing incident.

I cant help it, JUST had to blog about it cos i was so tickled.. On the other hand you could say riled (maybe i am, secretly and in my inner most guts) but mostly just amused yeah.

I was on the train, took it from City Hall home.. Leaned against the glass thingy near the closed doors and was quite tired, so i kind of napped standing up. There was this NTU couple standing rather near me when i boarded.. How did i know? Saw an NTU logo on the guy's shirt.

So there i was trying my best to catch some forty winks when i was repeatedly jerked awake by the girl's flailing arms. The NTU couple was doing some da qing ma qiao, qin qin wo wo. I mean okay lah you all do whatever you want. Maybe can apologize? No need to keep hitting me mah. Nevermind.. So i went back to sleep. pseudo sleep at least.

The train was full cos all the seats were taken but the standing area was.. well.. rather spacious. There was space everywhere. So i dont really understand but somehow this guy wanted to move to lean against the closed doors (he was originally standing beside me) so he shuffled his feet and had to shove his whole bag and his gf's bag and what nots into me. i was like fuck! in my head but i just diao-ed them by 'tsk'ing very loudly. Couldnt he at least have the courtesy to apologize?

It was then that the party started. ahahah.. I closed my eyes again pretending to sleep. Then this guy started rebutting me!

"Wah.. got so much money go and take taxi lah, take mrt for what??"
"Take mrt then must squeeze one what..."
"Si Fei Po, take up so much space lor..."
"MRT got a big sign saying 'DO NOT PLAY' is it??"
"Yah lor.. jealous that we playing mah.." -the girl.
"This is public space, i say whatever i want lor.. What can you do to me?"
"Later she come and slap you ah.." -the girl.
"Slap then slap lor.. I scared meh.."

i was laughing like CRAZY! Like, um, from NTU right, should be at least my age or older. Yet still so childish?? Haha.. i was seriously amused. Don't get me wrong, I dont have anything against the school. (of course not! with one bf, one bro and a collection of friends there, why would i?) Its just that, well, they are kind of old. 19 to say the least. Acting like that? There's just no justification. (wonder what he would say if my eyes were open.. Don't think he'd dare to utter a peep).

HAHA.

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Corpse bride is a nice flick!

I'm sorry dear I think you probably didnt like the cranky music and the powderful english (some parts, even i myself didnt enjoy or understand! Had to resort to reading the Chinese subtitles hahah) but i loved the cartoon and stick thin figures! haha... :P

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