Friday, August 15, 2003

i robbed the posb siglap bank today. of 150bucks. haha.. went with evelyn. that blur cock-eyed girl!! she saw bus 12 and thought it was 13 so we had 2 walk back 2 sch frm stpats. haha but nvm it was good workout n i got the dog poo bag again, i love it!

ok ive dropped out of math r. i told cheng ming min today cuz im qt sian lar i guess. its qt boring.. and out of 3 times i only turned up once? haha. sian lah. went canteen w shy + sufi n sat arnd with the class.. then somehow arranged with e ri guys 2 go keith ho's hse to play pool. me, k.chin, shy, yogi and this other guy i tink his name is qing yao. all went keith's hse. tt guy's like a virgin sch ponner or sth, 1st time pon sch haha. chin told me sth abt keith's teeth, duno what he won best teeth award in ri or sth. then they started calling him teeth ho.. haha damn amusing lar!! chao funny.

i din know keith + siqing lived so near vj.. ultimate walking dist! so lucky loh. n he has like this pool table in his hse basement.. like not pro.. then i played a few games, lost all. haiz. im off form man. terribly. havent played in ages lar.

aft tt had 2 zao off first, went 2 meet sw.. return him his money. ate abit n talked over long john's.. had this long chat abt stuff. realised alot of shity stuff abt um a certain someone.. sigh. bro dun do this to yourself lah, sometimes i just dont see the point. i know u're tryin 2 change her but i guess im a very passive person - just accept it when ppl change n dont bother trying 2 change them.

feeling suddenly hollow now, like what kind of a friend have i been to my friends? hmm. i dont know. but u cant change people right. i mean ive seen it with my eyes that obvious kind of change and i tried to stop it but she was just speeding ahead not giving a hoot about us. what was i to do, stop and beg her? even so she wouldnt see it. ah nvm shldnt worry myself sick abt this, its killing so many of my braincells n draining me. bleeding me dry.

n then that got me started thinking abt other things again... it always happens. 1 thing leads to another. talk abt a and then my mind will drift off and suddenly end up at z. which leads me to z.. mx gave her go ahead today. so did bro, haha.. v amused by that :) thanks guys i kind of need the support now.

tmr gotta go for dental.. ack. like suddenly every1 wants to go east coast. mx//shy//yogi asked me to go eastcoast to blade lar.. i want to! but cannot. bleh. -prayyy- i hope my braces will come off in 1 mth's time!!!!!!!! and then theres choir with nelson, haha i actually kind of miss him cuz havent seen him for like v v long alr. cant wait 2 do some serious working on the songs actually. so that i actually feel a bit more prepared for sectionals, yes. and not ending a tad earlier than e other sections all e time cuz yeah it makes me feel slack.

Mrs Brightside at 9:18 pm

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