Tuesday, August 09, 2005

I fucking hate you, you know that.

yes, this is what happens when you love too much. give too much. throw everything in the basket and oops, the eggs all fuck up and crack. i see you online and you not so much as give a shit. your presents are all lying on the floor and i hate it when i see them. i wanna grab the bottle by the neck and smash it so i can see it all flow out, just like the pent up messed up fucked up anger in me.

okay, sorry. emo outburst there. didnt mean it. thank god for people like ginny and beng to keep me sane and loving me there. i'm not really angry you know, if you can see my face now you'd think i just look sleepy or sian. but i guess that has been in my system for quite some time now, just needed to let it all out once in a while, like a good diarrhoea.

oh and everyone, andrew and his friend zo is in the papers. go check it out. its in the 160pg guide to singapore under the millenium coffeeshop, they're guzzling beer. oh the photogenic pretties. batt your eyelids and smile for the camera!

camp reporting is at 1230hrs but stupid OCS talk means i'll have to wake up by 0730hrs and get my ass outta da house. and i havent packed. and mr. peak the backpack is too small so i'll have to roll all my clothes or something. everyone PRAY that the bag doesnt burst.

till friday then. everyone don't enjoy phuture without me okay.

Mrs Brightside at 11:28 pm

{xoxo}