Wednesday, October 04, 2006

And the results are out. I'm alright, really really :) Before the results, or even the election, I knew that I would not be upset or sad if I didnt get into crew.


However, I did cry in the end, quite heavily in fact. At first I didnt know why I cried - I knew its not cos i didnt get in. i was prepared for that.


and then i realised. the tears were not for me. the tears were for everyone who voted for me - i felt that i really let them down. just by them putting in my name. i let down ph, lily who came down just to vote. i let down heng, alvin - who believed in me and wanted to work with me in crew. and many others who voted and believed in me as well, just felt like i really let them down: sim, chuix, and anyone else who wrote my name on one of the lines on that orange paper...


that's why i cried. it felt terrible to let down those who believed in me :(



Mrs Brightside at 12:05 pm

{xoxo}


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