Tuesday, April 03, 2007

For the first time in my life...

I am living all alone. Swapped apartments with Anouk and now I'm living in the Campus Krautkraemer, beautiful apartment complex just 3 minutes away from school. In my room i have my own kitchen, bathroom.. the works basically. You would think i'm completely excited (and glad to live so near school now) about fast internet and short travelling times, but somehow the feeling is different. Now i know what it feels like to be completely, completely alone. Is this how it's gonna be like in future, if I ever go overseas to work? Hmm.

Like me, I believe many of my friends have never left their parents' nest to live on their own before. Even those who have, lived with other students so it was always fun to share kitchens, bathrooms, jokes over lunch and dinner. But completely alone is a new thing for me, and it feels strange. I guess it kinda takes time to get used to but wow. The strangeness of it all.

I can imagine.. working overseas. After a long day at work, coming home to an empty (but nicely furnished) apartment. Fixing your own dinner, checking your mails, maybe watch a little tv, then sleep.

i dread that :( i want to relish every moment i have here! with friends. I want to treasure every moment in SMU, because i get to spend so much time with all my lovelies :) I want to spend time at home, with my mum especially, because you never know how much longer your parents are going to be there for. I want to spend sooo much time with the bf, because he will be the one who is there when i'm lonely.

i dont want to start working.


Mrs Brightside at 3:54 am

{xoxo}


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