Friday, June 27, 2003

oh. one last note before i fly away. its his birthday today. today, now, june 27. he was born 17 years ago. and hes celebrating it now with his choir friends at marina. kind of miss him? miss talking to him.


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When will love be through with me.


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went to sam's house today.. had a blast of a time there even though we din practice and we're not gonna perform after all. but its ok had a nice pig out session.

went to find nemo.

saw kiat after that. returned him his money. part of it anyway.
One day I'll fly away
Leave all this to yesterday
What more could your love do for me?
When will love be through with me?
Why live life from dream to dream?
And dread the day when dreaming ends

One day I'll fly away

Fly, fly away

Wanna fly away now. Really. And just leave everything to yesterday.


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Thursday, June 26, 2003

hmm i havent gone out of the house for 2 days. okay dun give me that 'you frickin loser staying at home to mug rite' look.. haha. been mugging.. lets see. econs. quite bad cuz i dun understand perfect competition. and my friend sloman isnt helping much. so yeah help. anyway. kiat jus said that its jus midyears, nothing much one lar. next yr will be worse.. so hmm, shall keep that in mind and er mentally prepare myself.

blogger has changed its user interface, i think the new one is not bad.. kind of like it.

tmr got bc practice at samantha's hse.. for the rgs choir concert. i think not many ppl r gonna turn up, knowing us to all be muggers and pang-sehers.. sad to say. aiya bc always like that one lah. hope that our performance wun b a flop.. oh wells. i cant wait actually, can get to see all the seniors again. duno why, but i especially miss j-kok havent seen her in a yr or sth.. hope 2 see her there man. and chuiling! haha she's the best man:)

hmm then im gonna find nemo tmr.. FINALLY!!! wee~. haha. but the part abt it that sux is that im treating my friend to it.. (to all the choir cocks who were in e channel.. yes its the elusive FRIEND A/X) haha. after losing yesterdays stupid bet.. nvm. at least i'll get to see xianliang, havent seen him in ages. sort of thanking him lah for helping me with *kay* :)

jus ate this super big chocolate that can barely fit into my mouth hahaahahah i think my mouth size jus got permanently enlarged or sth. oh wells. fattty fat.

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Tuesday, June 24, 2003

its fate i tell you... FATE!!!!!!!! Do you believe in fate? yes the hell i believe in fate!!!

went airport to study today. was studying w grace at coffee club.. halfway thru. my heart stopped beating. my whole body went cold. i started to tremble. i couldnt breathe. it was.............. HIM! i cant believe it. im seeing him for the 3rd time in 5 days.....1st time was on friday. 2nd time was on bus 31! 3rd time today!!! omg i simply cannot believe it..... its totally fate man.
i totallllly regret not talking more to his friend.. wanted to ask him some choir stuff. -REGRET-
worst thing is. now my fren gave me his no. and i duno what to do with it.. arghhhhhhhhh
fate! fate!

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Monday, June 23, 2003

i miss...you.

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ok i jus did the most boliao thing. i went to google.com and i typed 'yenhan' and theres like a yenhan-lee or sth. and i can see all the posts my frens have with my name on it:)) so honoured! heh.

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yayyy. good mood today. my bro made pasta for me. haha.. sounds as tho he's a nice chap when actually i had to take a bus allll e way down to cold storage to buy the pasta lohh. and it hardened by e time i ate it so.. yar. went to school to mug yesterday.. stoned arnd the odac rm haha. stupid mingxian lar. that rm so dusty. and got termites. would rather prefer e choir rm tho :))) anywayss.. i still love ah xin :)

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Friday, June 20, 2003

went to catch shin at heeren today. totally can make it!! ohhhh my dream man
-swoon-



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Thursday, June 19, 2003

decided against msging him. mmm. feels abit useless though.
choir workshop tmr.. then i'll be free to mug my days away.................. wee how fun.

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effing big pimple on my nose. hate it to bits. wish it will jus go away.

mood: sorrowful.

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Tuesday, June 17, 2003

wah gim sen really hao ren sia.. today after sentosa we went thai express. ordered some tofu mushroom salad cuz i was considering my diet, then -wham- it was like dripping with bloody chili. pissed off can. so in e end i din haf dinner.. think i looked qt poor thing altho i was jus tired. then he offered to lend me money.. said no. even aft i said no he took out e money!! i was like.. heh nvm lar. hao ren hao ren :)

anyways had quite a fun day in the sun [or shld i say rain] at sentosa today..went there n it was like pouring. sigh. why does it always rain on me. played beach volleyball in the rain until me, chloe, tracy [the only girls present] couldnt tahan the cold n so we took shelter. guys jus played soccer. thankfully the sun came out n voila, i got a nice tan:) have pink cheeks now. tho the heat like inflated my nose pimple :( took alot of funny photos and it was damn funny.. hee.. valmond's birthday sumore. happy birthday! buried val in da sand. haha. valmond made gim sen like rub suntan lotion on his back loh.. so gay.. hahahaha. and stupid bao, serene and mabel pang seh us, say raining den dun come. where got rain lah. i show off my tan then u know.

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Sunday, June 15, 2003

I follow the night
Can't stand the light
When will I begin
To live again?

One day I'll fly away
Leave all this to yesterday
What more could your Love do for me?
When will Love be through with me?

Why live life from dream to dream?
And dread the day when dreaming ends

One day I'll fly away
Leave all this to yesterday
Why live life from dream to dream?
And dread the day when dreaming ends

One day I'll fly away
Fly, fly away


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There was a boy
A very strange
Enchanted boy
They say he wandered
Very far, very far
Over land and sea
A little shy and sad of eye
But very wise was he

And then one day
One magic day
He passed my way
While we spoke
Of many things
Fools and kings
This he said to me
"The greatest thing
You'll ever learn
Is just to love and
Be loved in return"

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hmm on a more serious note. wanted to talk about this a long time ago but didnt have the chance to..

i wish things between us would revert back to its former self. i feel so weird with her now..as though we were never friends to begin with. just because of that one incident.. i dont know. i hope everything will be all right soon. really treasure her as a friend.. thought we could be great friends. but now i really dont know.. sigh.

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duno if i shld blog or not today, but jus decided to in the end. since im disgustingly online. urgh. what m i doing shld b muggin away now.

anyways today was e last of 3 cip sessions at chinese garden.. wah thank goodness its over. no more little kids calling me aunty, no more hot sun, no more nobodys. but sadly no more free qoo, free chicken rice, and no more cute saiful:( the little boy frm t-net is like sooooo cute. i absolutely love him!!!!! -grin- his teacher is qt cute too heehee.. okay i shldnt be thinking of such thoughts. he's 26 and i'll nevevevever see him again. which means i'll nv see saiful again :( anyways i jus realized today tt guys w braces r really darn cute. haha. this sounds so bimbo. shiwei PLEASE do not say anything.

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Friday, June 13, 2003

[Reveal to me
The mysteries
Can you tell me what it means?
Explain these motions and metaphors
Unlock these secrets in me
Describe the visions
The meaning is missing
Won't anybody listen?]

cool song.

Do you see what I see?
Can you hear what I hear?
Do you feel like I feel?

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hmmm :) went out with val yesterday. like the best eating spree i ever had. went to some spunky cafe opp nydc wheelock place. i think its called big o. ate a slice of tiramisu cake. like the cake is so friggin thin but it cost me 6bucks. then crossed over to nydc to eat cake again. me and val shared lah. and it was 7 friggin bucks. sorry for the overuse of friggin but i really cant help it. anything expensive 2 me will be tagged friggin frm now on.

but aniwae. we had our fun and our chat.. haha. i keep thinking of primary school primary school. woohoo totally can make it sia :) damn funny :p i think bc item is gonnabe a flop. in fact im prepared to give up and like not perform. so there. oops.

jus calculated my to-buy list. i need like 600 friggin bucks lar. shall see if anyone can help me on that. shit.

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Thursday, June 12, 2003

anyw. bad mood today. loadsa shit happened yesterday and today, many people said and did insensitive shits and i jus cant take it anymore.

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somebody said my blog is stupid.

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Tuesday, June 10, 2003

Yes. EVERYBODY is at milieu.

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Monday, June 09, 2003

yesterday 08 june 2003: went to chinese garden to do cip. went alllll the way there man, can you believe it. 48min train ride. it would have been more bearable if not for the 2 indian gays beside me who were chattering away nonstop and pissing me off with their irritating drawl.. jus cant stand it man! then when i moved away 2 sit somewhere else, they decided to shut up. wtf. anyw. cip was boring. manning the booth was qt boring. i mean it got fun when there was actually a crowd la, but when theres no one there.. u can jus sit there n chase flies loh. then that smu faggot pangseh me and suizhen to go to some other station. like ok lar im fine with that cuz without him arnd me n suizhen managed jus fine...
but the cip turned up with a nice surprise at e end of the day. smu faggot (jimmy)'s friend gerald/jerald whatever drove us home.. haha. ok la not exactly home. tampines. n it turns out that he was frm tpjc choir n we were talking abt nelson n all tt.. haha. qt coincidental lar.

anyway cip aside.. my mum bought me scent candles! i din know she knows tt i like those. 1 lavender and 1..er.. watermelon i think. yay. great for studying during e exams. burning da midnight candle u know. or isit oil. whatever..

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Friday, June 06, 2003

jus a sudden thought.. kinda missed owen's company after tuesday's outing. like so long dun feel his cock prescence liao.. suddenly realize u duno what u got till its gone. and i miss chloe too.. she has all her tsd stuff on now. and sop is like one less person 2 talk cock with.. sigh..

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sigh anyway. bombibi was v nice to me today! :)) he's qt a gentleman actually. was on e way 2 cck stadium 4 soccer, n there was no seats on e bus.. shared a seat w liyana and aliya.. i think my butt was too big. couldnt take it halfway thru, so jus decided 2 stand up.. n he kindly gave up his seat 4 me!! so nice of him:) heh. pung bibi! then during soccer he started doing all e mat stuff w his mat frenz.. damn funny.. hahaha

then mr seet was down there making alot of noise.. haha. he was damn funny! when it rained he shouted like mr tan u're wearing white dun go into the rain! or sth lidat.. damn funny loh. and he took off his shoes. er. like not smellly. but he's v funny la haha:) valmonds cheering n what nots got to me.. v infectious loh. i started cheering 4 vj too. so sad that we lost.. and the ac aj bastards were all cheering 4 jjc. like wth is their effing problem lar.

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so pissed off. like i haf zero time online.
how am i supposed 2 blog!

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Sunday, June 01, 2003

went 4 dinner at suntec marche jus now with the 403 ppl.. felt really awkward at 1st cuz it was jus lindy's clique there. n i havent much 2 say to them.. heh.. feeling guilty now yar cuz they're supposed 2 b my classmates. ohwell. then luckily the others came too.. it was a farewell for levina. she's going us.. i thot she left long ago. haha oops.. sorry sorry yah. ate soft shell crab.. it was deep fried and oily. yucks yucks. it was good, but too oily 4 me.. really regret it man. better go blading or sth 2 burrrn off all e fats.

and shit. i jus realized its jiaying's bday tmr.. so we'll prob celebrate it by eating gd food. n then i'll grow fat again..
argh. whats wrong with me.
speaking of jiaying pls dun turn anorexic.. its scary.. im so worried for yu:(

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wah lau i really cant stand my father lor. whats his problem. f*** it lar. f him.






pissed.



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walked home frm siglap yesterday.. boy was the trip long n tiring. think it was a damn big coincidence, met zhiwei on e way home! he was jogging. or shld i say running.. cuz he was so damn fast. yar. he was v surprised 2 c me too. haha..v coincidental sia. walked n walked.. n i started 2 get tired out. by e time i reached temasek sec i cldnt take it animore, so jus boarded bus no 10 home.

hmm vj scholarship was announced last wk i think.. din get it. as usual la.. i think i can get used 2 this selected-and-go-for-interview-but-yes-we're-gonna-reject-you shit. i mean im not even nervous when i go 4 interviews anymore. so. im getting used to it. congrats 2 serene n huixiang anyway.. :)

girls hockey won! haha was glad i went down to support. very glad. hee. posed as a fake 03s63-er.. went w val and jong n bao basically. was separated frm e rest alr..

sigh my dad is making helluva lot of noise. will he jus shut up. if he makes me pissed i'll jus smash all his teapots lar.

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