Monday, January 31, 2005

i think i almost fainted.

like seriously, my head was in a spin and felt as though there was a rush of blood to the head and i couldnt concentrate and see clearly and i was clutching my own head. my gosh.

all this while my supervisor was scolding me about the missing money. fuck.

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Sunday, January 30, 2005

i FUCKING HATE MY BROTHER FUCKING HATE HIMMMMM

damn fucked up and damn selfish.
like he downloaded the whole series of desperate housewives already and i asked him to burn for me and he's like 'oh why should i burn for you go and pay your senior to do it for you lah' then im like 'cuz you're my brother?!?' then he's like 'what did you do to deserve it' LIKE WHAT THE FUCK YOU'RE MY FUCKING BROTHER DONT YOU EVER GET A SINGLE FUCKING CENT FROM ME NEXT TIME

like what the fuck to those people reading this i seem damn juvenile but i do not fucking give a shit.

i fucking hate him


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i'll miss ellen... and i miss hongyi! and sufi. and ngeesh. and everybody. ven a little, since i just saw her just now :) wish i had a heart to heart talk with mingxian, hope thats possible um this coming sunday.

i miss basil chan! omg i totally miss him like crazy man.. i wanna go back to vj and eat the malay food.

hmm wonder if basil chan is the same batch as uncle jimmy? or younger? i think he's younger than jimmy haahahahahahah.

i miss basil chan.


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Saturday, January 29, 2005

okay, i finally managed to calm myself down enough so that my hands would stop shaking. zua yao is a nerve wrecking experience man! i was so stressed up and tense i think my nervous system was running on an overload. freaky. lucky there was chinleng to help me out with the typing of medication, and the patients were nice enough.

and then i met ellen at dairy queen! chatted with her for a full ___ min (cant rem!) until i got SO DARN excited about meeting her i was flailing my hands about and accidentally flipped the nachos she was holding. damn shit. feel bad for littering. bah. anyway then went to return books.. take bus.. and saw jonny. it was so awkward! like i was sitting next to him at the bus stop and we just didnt talk. a few times i really wanted to like "eh, jonny rite?" but resisted. anyway i was tired. but after i got on the bus i was like phew cuz tracy turned up and she even waved at me when i was on the bus.. haha. i really shld open my mouth and talk to him. ive known who he is since sec2/3 yet i still have not opened my mouth.


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Friday, January 28, 2005

DISCLAIMER: Article from women.msn.com!

"Why aren't you married?" After hearing that question, you will pause, smile sagaciously (I love that word), and give one of the following:


1. In the beginning, there were no stairmasters or low-fat-high-fiber muffins, and so people lived to only about 40-something. Maximum.

Meaning? The pressure was on to get married before age 25. However, today, thanks to medical advances (and the fine line of SnackWell products) we can all hope to live to age 80. Easy.

Meaning? Even if we get married at age 40, that's still 35, 45, even 55 years to be with a mate. Plenty of time to be married. And divorced. What's the hurry?


2. Married people are not necessarily better catches simply because they were caught. I mean, have you taken a look at some of the married people out there? Hitler got married. Frankenstein got married. Linda Tripp got married. Obviously married people are not superior people.


3. Meanwhile, look at some of our cool single role models:

Catwoman: single.
Buddha: single.
Aphrodite: single.
The Lone Ranger. Actually, all superheroes are single: Superman, Wonder Woman, Dudley Do-Right, etc.


4. Then there's The Ultimate Superhero -- God. Also single. And God is even a single-parent household.


5. It's easy to become married. 2.3 million people do it a year. If you want to pressure me to become something, hey, why not pick something a little more challenging? Like an astrophysicist.

i just love this article!! teehee!

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Wednesday, January 26, 2005

According to handbag.com, the top 10 turn offs for men are...

1. Wearing too much make up
Ok, acceptable, no one wants to date a trannie lookalike.

2. Picking at food
Hmm but isnt it inevitable for girls to complain of calories? shit i think im guilty of this one.

3. Bitter backbiting
No i'm not some obsessed super feminist. of COURSE i wont just blurt "all guys are bastards" in front of the guy that i like. but then again i have the tendency to do that, oops.

4. The EX factor
Not much kick about this one.

5. G-strings (this one's interesting)
"Believe it or not, ladies, men aren't into G-strings (not to be confused with thongs!). Don't wear one if you think there's even the remotest possibility that you're going to be removing your trousers at any point in the evening. Try to remember to wear some damn sexy knickers – think slinky, silky and saucy. They may be convenient, but G-strings are (according to our blokes) a BIG no-no. Just not sexy. At all."
GUYS IS THIS TRUE!!!

6. Armpit stubble
I need a new shaver.

7. Teddy bears
"Stuffed toys adorning the bedroom, 'hanging out' in the back seat of your car or dangling from the rear-view mirror are an instant turn-off. What self-respecting bloke wants to get down and dirty amongst a whole family of Cabbage Patch Kids?"
OOPS major oops.

8. Extreme drunkenness
Haha i would really wanna try to get damn drunk one day. until i lose my sense of being/balance. and then um fling myself onto some guy. heehee.

9. The muffin
"You know that bit of flab that hangs over the top of your low-rise jeans, creating a kind of cupcake effect? Apparently, it's not a bad thing that we have it... guys love our soft and slightly fatty bits. But if you're wearing a tiny crop top so that that particular area is accentuated, it's not good. Cover your muffin!"
Haha oops i know im supposed to be love muffins -rolls eyes- but hopefully i can de-muffinise soon!!

10. Bunny boiler talk.
haha im sure that this (hopefully) doesnt apply to any of the ppl reading this. i mean. talking abt kids names and schools?! we only do that with our girlfriends man.

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Monday, January 24, 2005

mmm clubbing at 9pm is weird man. hahaha.. smu lah, damn enthu. and i screamed like a mad groupie when taufik and sylvester appeared on stage!! :] sly sounds really good, i hate to admit it. but it was good live!

and i met all my old friends.. ambika.. bavani. so cool right :] and jen too. like so damn long never see them already and suddenly everyone appears at e same time, haah. wonder if they were boogeying to the bhangrah music (cue eve!) too! walking home just reminded me of him... sigh...


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Sunday, January 23, 2005

I'm so sorry i lost my temper during cip today :( ok no excuses now, I'll just apologize. sorry jiahui! :/ but of course im not sorry to kiat who deserved to get his hair wet.

my blogs a little screwed i wonder if this post can even be seen at all. oh man.

tired. went swimming with fel just now, and i realised that relief teaching is REALLY GOOD MOOLAH MAN! i shld go n try it out. woo hoo. after eu yan sang that is. tmr got basic theory shit i hope i pass. how to pass when i never even study. hmm.


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Saturday, January 22, 2005

i am trying to type really small text.
at work now. later got chorale prac. and today im very smart i wear pants so no need to bother about how i sit later. yay.

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"All foods have some calories... Negative calorie foods are foods, which use more calories to digest than the calories the food actually contain!"

"...Typically, a 25 calorie piece of broccoli requires 80 calories to digest, then you've burnt an additional 55 calories from the body fat! Thus, the more you eat, the more you lose weight!"

"...You can now eat a lot of negative calorie foods to lose that extra fat and to become slim naturally. Some of these natural foods are asparagus, apple, beet berries, broccoli, cabbage, carrot, cauliflower, celery, chili, cucumber, garlic, lettuce, grapefruit, lemon ,mango ,onion ,orange ,papaya, pineapple, spinach, turnip, zucchini, etc."

Bao, let this be your new favourite food list :)

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Friday, January 21, 2005

The aviator was quite nice! Though i admit to dozing off a few times.. but i almost always woke up. cept for the time when leo flew the hercules and i dozed off dreaming that i had appointments to book and medicine to zhua. argh. work has really seeped into my subconscious.

just chased my dad off the comp and frankly i do not care! haha. finally i am able to use uninterrupted internet. the wireless thing works but keeps disconnecting, its so frustrating! wanna scold vulgarity also cannot.

and i dont know what came over me but i decided to feel healthy. after last nights pigging out session (see below) i decided to swim at 6pm today. 10x3, total 30 laps not bad lah. after that my ass hurt frm all that swimming. h n f is having a bbq at my hse today.. actually just at the bbq pits at my house lah. with fel and all..

Oh yes. guilty pleasures..
1. crystal jade - some tang yuan with black sesame, century egg porridge and yun tun/jiao zi or whatever its called
2. first time eating kuey chap. and also ate chai dao kuey (not first time la!). drink: barley.
3. had a triple decker cheesecake at coffee bean. drink: skimmed milk.
4. had tonnes of water, plus a mocha spin at spinelli's.

I think thats all.


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Wednesday, January 19, 2005

Ten Foods Not To Eat!

1. French Fries

Don't be reassured by the fact that McDonald's is changing its cooking oil. French fries are still starchy white potatoes cooked in hot fat and flavored with chemicals and sugar. Possibly the worst snack food on the planet.

2. Donuts

Fried bread. Need I say more? And if that wasn't bad enough, add a sugary cream filling and a glaze of more sugar on top. Any questions?

3. Chips (Potato or Corn)

These are really just a packaged version of French fries (see #1). However, you can do damage control on this one by switching to baked blue corn chips, available in health food stores. It's still not real food, but it beats the 7-Eleven version any day.

4. Soda

And sorry, this includes the diet kind. Absolutely nothing of any value here, and a whole lot of chemicals to boot.

5. Cupcakes and Snack Cakes

The creamy filling is fake whipped cream, and the rest of it is sugar, flour and flavoring. You've gotta be kidding.

6. Candy Bars

You might squeeze a gram or two of protein out of the nuts in some of them, but by and large they're a sugar orgy and a nutrition nightmare. Again, you can move slightly up the food chain by switching to one of the "energy" bars. Most are just candy bars disguised as health food but they often have 1/3 less calories, quite a bit more protein and a bit less fat. Don't confuse them with real food though.

7. Pork Rinds

Fried pork skin. Not a good thing!

8. Fat-Free Cookies

These are even more insidious because they pretend to be healthy. Remember, fat-free doesn't equal calorie free. Betcha can't eat just one!

9. Crackers

Trans-fats anyone? Most crackers are loaded with 'em. Read your labels carefully to find the few that aren't.

10. Pretzels

Surprise, surprise. Remember, just because something doesn't have fat doesn't make it good. This is just white flour, water and sugar masquerading as a healthy snack. Fuggedaboutit.

Runner up: Those creamy, carmelly, coconutty coffee mocha-latte-frappe drinks that are taking over the universe. I love my Starbucks too, but 20 ounces of caffeine, sugar, whipped cream and milk taken once or twice a day does not a lean waistline make!

[Taken from articles.health.msn.com]



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Monday, January 17, 2005

i decided that i should make resolutions! okay maybe not. but some of the things i wanna do include...

1. give voluntary tuition
2. do some cip (see 1.)
3. read more. including borrowed library books and books bought at cheapo book sales.
4. get a scholarship.
5. go to university (see 4.), hopefully American.
6. travel to korea.
7. just travel.
8. get a good haircut so that my hair doesnt suck when i dont tie it.
9. lose weight (this one is kind of impossible)
10. take up swimming - against the wishes of my parents.
11. go mambo night with my baldies - if they ever get out.
12. live on borrowed time and money.
13. visit vjc and eat the malay food stall mao gua (aka patola) and chicken drumstick.
14. go blading, oh god.
15. tidy up my photos.
16. tidy up my room.
17. tidy up my life.
18. give the next patient his medicine.
19. listen to more music! greenday, the killers and frank westlife.
20. get my pay.

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Saturday, January 15, 2005

oh my god i am SO HAPPY!! Now i have a chance to be a WOLVERINE how cool is that!!!!!! :)

that one smile is so not gonna express how i feel.

:)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

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Friday, January 14, 2005

i wish he didnt send such ambiguous smses.

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Thursday, January 13, 2005

doesn't the guy look like kiat? albeit a better looking version.

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okay being accused is not exactly the best of feelings.

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ooh my route to work today was brightened by the appearance of a really REALLY cute guy!! :) but as it turns out, he was from YMCA school. like whats that, i've never even seen where it was. is it like a secondary school or something? hmm. if its a secondary school, it means he's at least.. 3 years younger.

oh swoon.

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Wednesday, January 12, 2005

sigh.

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stupid eve bluff me... thought the shiseido hamper was damn heavy can.

anyway i had a whole string of thoughts going around this morning on the way to the mrt station, but now i seem to have forgotten everything. damn it.

oh yes now i remember! it goes like this..
"Work is starting to bog me down. I cant do anything between 9 am - 6 pm, for example catch won bin at the airport yesterday. well not that i knew he was coming, but still. oh i wish i saw him. maybe he'd like me?"

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Tuesday, January 11, 2005

luckily i have a chinese name. most patients dont even remember my name once they put down the phone :)

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Quit playing games with my heart...
with my heart.. (x3)
I should have known from the start...
blah blah

oh the songs of old days.. haha. i really liked them last time u know.
and i think i got the lyrics wrong. hmm.
and i also got msn in office up and working!! i didnt know that there was such a thing as web messenger. whoopee!oh and theres also:

EVERYBODY!! (yeah yeah)
Rock your BAHH-DAYYYY (yeah yeah)

haha im going mad.

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Monday, January 10, 2005

okay, okay. after fridays screw up i think ive calmed myself down and willed myself to do all sorts of things to,um, change my fate. thanks to baozie and net and adela for their comforting words! i think the more i do this, the more i ease into the job.

i hope that is. heh.. i love daim!

and i decided that from today onwards, i'll start saving money to go to prague next year!! woohoo.

oh speaking of travelling.. bao, i jus realised that i can actually go new york with you cuz my cousin is over there! heh. but the money part is gonna be a WEE bit of a problem.

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Friday, January 07, 2005

okay, major screw up. BIG time screw up. i am so screwed.

i lost a new client.
i billed the wrong amount.
i billed the wrong credit card.
i gave out one too many gold coins.
i lost clients.
i got lectured by a doctor.
oh this sucks.

depressed.

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hey every one who reads this. check out my.calendars.net/moleland :)

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Thursday, January 06, 2005

HEY anyone wants to watch KUNGFU HUSTLE with me ive got FREE TICKETS!!


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Tuesday, January 04, 2005

yay the tea lady at work super nice made me some sweet drink with transparent jelly stuff floating around, supposed to get rid of heat and heal my sore throat! :)

and i didnt go for lunch today so, im definitely gonna claim that.

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ive been downgraded to wearing a mask at work. how unsightly. ghastly. disturbing.

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sick!

oh im sick at work! and the patients are very scared of meeee.
argh.
hope i dont screw up today. i think i kind of live in fear of screwing up. pray pray pray.

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Monday, January 03, 2005

shit i just zua my first yao and i screwed it up
bleh

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supposed to be at lunch now, but i just went down to tanglin market place to buy some muesli bars. think they should be called measly bars instead, cuz measly people like me who spend too much money on bloody non-concession transport, and has to resort to eating this.

never mind, keeps me slim. i hope.

whee so far work's good.. a day of billing, dispensing.. and thinking.
of you.

i sound like owen!! muahahaha

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Sunday, January 02, 2005

i need valerie and mingxian!!!!
ahhh!!!!!


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i love sasa!! he's so nice and sweet and everything, always trying to cheer me up.. thanks so much, you really lifted my spirits :) although you did make me cry with the touching sms.. heh. thank you!!!


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Saturday, January 01, 2005

jus woke up.. -rubs eyes-

i know alot of people didnt sleep the whole night.. hi sleepy heads! :)

happy new year everyone!


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