Thursday, June 30, 2005

i just spent like, 2.5 hours reading my archives! i have found them miraculously with the help of blogger.com and resurrected them in the right hand column u see over there. n omg super effing funny! ahahahah i wonder what i was doing with my time last time sia. Some posts worth visiting:

May 2003
May 13 Tuesday
"my horoscope says i shouldnt not step on ppl on my way up and i shouldnt let sentiments get in my way. okay ive made up my mind. dont let sentiments get in the way! and i wont.."
looks like i totally DID NOT follow the advice of my horoscope and look what it brought me! much agony and pain. (ala Genting 2003! that big guy/girl thingy fwah so long ago man)

May 9 Friday
"i went blading today!! a tremendous feat of 4k. i stink and my feet ache now.. bah. but i looked really clumsy behind this damn zai young girl in front of me. i mean, she was like a pro! hope i can achieve that standard one day.. and soon i'll be able to blade in my sports bra along east coast park n look damn seh doing it! haha. but besides the point. i want a better figure as well. "
Wow!! that was a reallly long time ago. think i've come a long way hahahaha.

May 1Thursday
"but im stil pissed abt getting slammed frm that stupid tchr yesterday. whats his name. larry choy. yeah. like why pick on me when there r a thousand other girls with shorter skirts sia.. i think he has totally no respect for girls man. wtf."
i think this is the first time i used the words wtf!! ahahaha. the memory of that incident is still fucking fresh in my head. feeel my pain and embarrassment, please.

April 2003
" i quarrelled with kiat yesterday. not exactly quarrel though. more like he lashed out at me.. i duno y as well. he says its cuz there were alot of things happening at e same time. huh? nvm. i was quite scared by it [and him] man. hope this doesnt happen again cuz it jus totally freaked me out."
I dont remember what this was about but i remember kiat telling me (2 years later!) that he was frickin guilty after reading this.. haha. i hope this refuels his guilt. go on. feel bad.

June 2003
"jus a sudden thought.. kinda missed owen's company after tuesday's outing. like so long dun feel his cock prescence liao.. suddenly realize u duno what u got till its gone. and i miss chloe too.. she has all her tsd stuff on now. and sop is like one less person 2 talk cock with.. sigh.. "
I cant believe i actually said that i missed owen!?!?!?! ahahahahahahahhahahahahahahashahahahahahaha

"somebody said my blog is stupid.

Posted by Cheam . at 4:04 PM "
WAH i cant remember who said that but if i rememberrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr..... GRRR!

June 24 Tuesday
Wow i cant believe it. a post about keith poon! ahahahah so long since then sia.. and there were references made to xian liang. sigh. sad:( i really do kind of miss him every now and then. the day i cried so badly. still fresh in my head. the guilt. argh.

June 26 Thursday
I watched Finding Nemo with xian liang! omgosh. yes i remember that time. sighhh i really really miss him.

July 2003
"i think i wanna get a floppy butch haircut too. but joel said it will look gross with the choir gown. hmm. point to consider. but. aiya. suddenly wonder how itd be like loh.. quite cool quite cool. mayb i can join tatu or sth."
ahahaahhahaah i cant believe i said that last time!!! haha

i love this post! Saturday July 5. go read it. SUPER DUPER FUNNY i think i have such a witty sense of humour. eh wait that doesnt make grammatical sense but whatever.

Wednesday July 9: Oh man!! the good old days when we called sufi 'pung bibi' haha so cute. love you!

Thurs July 10: angsty post sia. i think i was really pissed off. i think that was when my overseas dreams were sparked haha.

to bao: July14!! "and the lingering presence of tenor X was like. lingering. haiz. lucky he din make too much noise today."
Omg all that tenor X shit super funnny ah!!!!!!!!!!!

July 28 Monday: "will b in my white fila shoes. hmm hmm hmm. denim skirt? yeah i think tt'd do. "
WTF!? i actually thought of wearing white track shoes with my denim skirt. omg i must have looked ugly back then.

August 04
". i sense something. but anyway, think he's cute. haha."
omg. this is the beginning of a 15 month relationship! that comment was made about YS! hahaha.

Famous sufi quote: ""Even if there's a goalkeeper doesn't mean you cant score a goal." - Sufian"

Nov 2003
first signs of cracks in the relationship... :"ive been trying.

been trying real hard.

sometimes.

losing faith."

I didnt blog the whole of march 2004! wow. first hiatus.
And shit i just realised it might not b a hiatus cos i CANNOT find the rest of my archives. shit. is it lost somewhere in cyberspace. so sad. i wanna read them all!!

Mrs Brightside at 2:02 am

{xoxo}