Friday, September 30, 2005

insecurities set in again.

Seems like i can never measure up to others' impression of "perfect", "good" and whatnot.

Maybe i'll start by losing weight. notice how i dont put "try" there because i will make it happen. mum says i'm a determined girl. so let me prove it to you then.somehow i never measure up, i just dont.

obviously, a fucky feeling.

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I have a toothache :(

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Thursday, September 29, 2005

BEN IS THE KING.

and i just realised something. if you replace "the" with "e", you get Ben e King. The composer of "Stand by me"! ahahahaha:)

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stretched in all directions!!!

I am stressed.

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Tuesday, September 27, 2005

Sitting at booth is depressing.

Sometimes you're alone.
You watch as the area fills with people milling around, many of them avoiding your gaze as though you are holding a donation can.
Friends suddenly do not recognize you, walking past as brisk as they can.
You see how other booths (a certain w******** booth in particular) are so filled with people and wonder, now, why isn't my booth like that?
You see a half empty list in front of you.
You set up. You close shop. The list remains half empty.
You have people making empty promises of "I'll come back" and "Yes I'll get back to you".
You sit there without lunch. Or handphone reception.

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Sunday, September 25, 2005

New items on the to-buy list! Yes i was terribly influenced at the Dior beauty workshop the other day. This product is quite amazing:


Diorshow powder! Blush in a really cute packaging. I like.

2. Spot Corrector - Acnopur by Biotherm. Ginny recommends it. I think her skin is quite flawless so hmm no harm trying plus SMU got Biotherm outlet so can get discount teehehe.

But it's $38! quite ex leh.

3. Sunscreen! The Dior people got me worried about not wearing any because one of them says she used to dive a lot and she didnt look after her skin and regret like hell after that. so. Yes. Sunscreen. Best advice in the world.

Also another $38. haizzz yao po chan le.

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This tops my to-visit list in this lifetime:


The Creation of Adam, Michelangelo, Sistine Chapel, Vatican City.

It's such a beautiful, stunning piece of work. So awe-inspiring. Musing. Just beautiful and inspirational. I feel the pain of two hands apart, two hearts breaking. Truly a great work of art and A MUST SEE in my entire life time. i must make the journey to Vatican City one day.

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Saturday, September 24, 2005

I have a STARTLING revelation to make. Brace yourselves people.

I am truly living up to my self-anointed nickname, moleland.

BECAUSE,

over the past week or so, 3 new moles have MYSTERIOUSLY sprouted out on my face! what the fuck! I thought moles come at birth??!! How come suddenly got 3 tiny moles on my face? Shit. i hope it doesnt grow bigger. wah lau eh. i'm really moleland now la. full of moles. ahhhh. i need to change blog name.

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I really don't have much to blog. hmmmm.. how about today? Sent bubu off :( sad. she cried. Another friend's off to UK now. I wish I could go overseas too.. got me thinking about my exchange / summer study options. Hmm. better plan early.

There are some things i shouldnt say.. and i guess i won't, you never know who's reading this. Maybe i shouldnt be so pissy and bitchy and learn to control a bit. And also learn not to be so enthu and do so much when so little appreciation is given.

don't worry dear, not talking about you... haha. you know who la.

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Friday, September 23, 2005

Happy Birthday Ian! :)

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Wednesday, September 21, 2005

I am fucking pissed. RO sucks!!! Let me tell you my story.

First of all, you all know I'm from a particular school. I'll try not to name names here. Here's the timeline.
1) Probably around 2nd or 3rd week into school, i discover that my matriculation card is spoilt. I can't enter the gantries, group study rooms, everything. I approach X security card at School of X, asking him for help. He tells me: "Go to the Fire Command Centre, Library block, first floor."

2) So I head to the FCC, with Ginny I remember. This malay guy, m**** (I can't remember his name, let's just call him M), comes out to help me and tells me he'll get back to me.

3) I head up to the library and pack up my stuff, ready to go out with Ginny. M comes up to the library, looking for me. He says: "I need more time to check the card. I'll give you a temporary card in replacement. Just fill in this form." So okay. I get the blue temp card.

4) In between I lost the blue card and found it again but never mind that. Basically I still have my blue temp card, the FCC has my white spoilt matric card.

5) I received an email from a particular person, L from the RO's office. Telling me to go down: "I understand from the security office that there are some problems with your SMU student card.
Please bring back the faulty card to the Registrar's Office and we will do a re-print of your card. My office is located at Admin Building, Level 8."

6) I head down to FCC to meet M, to collect back my faulty white card. And i return the blue card.

7) This morning, at 1115am, I head down to the RO's office. This L still got the CHEEK to tell me:
"Huh? Who told you to come down here?"
I said:"You! I received an email from you telling me to come to RO's office."
L said:"No, I gave instructions about how to go about making a new matric card..."
I said:"wtf la! (ok i didnt really say that)No you didn't! I never received any email."
Okay so L goes to check her email and verify that I should be standing there waiting for her. everything's settled. So I let down my hair, ready to take a new photo for my card. AND THEN! SUDDENLY! i let slip the fact that i have been using the card for 2 weeks before it spoilt. AND THEN! this L person. Says: "Oh. you'll have to pay for a new card as though you've lost it. thirty-five dollars. Since you have been using it for 2 weeks, that means the chip is still inside. We will only do a replacement if it is a manufacturer default and there is no chip in the card. Since there is a chip in you card, the spoilage is probably due to Wear and Tear and you will have to get it replaced at a FUCKING THIRTY FIVE DOLLARS!!!!"

I was damn pissed off lar. firstly, it's only 5th week of school HOW THE FUCK do you have WEAR AND TEAR in your MATRIC CARD!!! MY CARD IS IN PERFECT CONDITION I TAKE CARE OF IT AND KISS IT EVERYTIME I ENTER THE GANTRIES! DOES IT LOOK LIKE THE SKIN IS PEELING? DOES IT LOOK SCRATCHED! WHY THE FUCK DO I HAVE TO PAY FOR SOMETHING THAT IS NOT EVEN OF MY FAULT! i didnt even do ANY FUCK to my matric card, and i have to pay for a new one. i didnt even lose it. FUCK YOU LA!

8) L tells me to head down to CIT helpdesk. I do so. CIT asks me to go BACK TO FCC (!!!). So i comply.

9) I head to FCC and PRACTICALLY SCREAM MY HEAD OFF AT THE FCC GUYS. I tell them:" Dude. I've been to RO. I've been to CIT helpdesk. It's my 2nd time coming back here. PLEASE DO SOME FUCK ABOUT MY STUPID CARD!" So they are scared of me. They tap the card against the reader. Nothing. No "Access Denied", no whatever. Just no detection. So, the big shots of FCC emerge from the room (I assume they are, because they are in shirts and slowly 1 by 1 came out of the room) and Mr Bigshot tells this guy in a polo-tee: "Go with her to RO to get a new card. Ignore the RO people la. Then come back to get the card configured."

10) I get a call from FCC telling me to collect my card. FINALLY!!

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I'm so touched, two friends msn-ed me telling me to sleep early :) MUACKS thanks for the concern girls! i'm very touched!! :P

Quote of the day: Fortune favours the bold. Aim to earn your first million by age 29!

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Monday, September 19, 2005

Me & Ellen!! Had a nice dinner at Pepper Lunch, taka (oh the irony!) with her and a nice time catching up after quite some time.. we both agree that SMU life is hectic! Thanks for the treat girl, i still owe you your bday present :P Food's there is pretty good! Nice bbq steak, if only i didn't dirty my nice whie polo tee. 

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Sunday, September 18, 2005

The itch is spreading. 

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Coral Cut 2: my coral cuts are giving me helluva headache! It's damn swollen and itchy and red and as you can see i think there's a hint of pus as well. ARGH. damn gross. Duno if i should see medical treatment. 

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Coral Cut 1 

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Saturday, September 17, 2005

Dayang in term break.. Hmm sounds like a brilliant idea :)

Other mundane updates:
1) Got a new phone. Nokia 7260. Camera and FM Radio, trigger happy here I come!
2) Have finally removed the last bits of my fingernail polish (notice i said finger, not toe). Will paint a new coat when i have the time.
3) Went to Momo for the first time. Cool place, quite big though I think it lacks dimension, unlike Zouk's many steps and passages and corridors. Momo is just a flat piece of club. Music's good though :) Not too sure about the company, very old.
4) Mugging for biz law. I'm still stuck at Promissory Estoppel, oh how hopeless this is.
5) And.. the date to note is 17 Sept. Cos that's the date I said yes.

:)

Update No. 2: I saw Denise Keller in Club Momo toilet!! She's damn tall and DAMN DAMN chio, and she was really really nice to take photos with all the girls in the toilet who wanted to take with her! wahhhhhhhhhhhhhh

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Thursday, September 15, 2005

Us 3 girls. 

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me and xueling! :D 

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groovy baby 

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i like to move it move it 

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Doing the mambo 

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Zen. Ohmmmmmmmm. 

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Shots -cheers!- 

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the scene. 

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ANDREW! albeit half drunk. 

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Gay Boy 2. 

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With his pretty friend. 

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aka Gay Boy. 

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Kiat & me! Also another coincidence. 

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Just us two girls :) 

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A whole buncha people stealing the limelight 

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+ Anna! 

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Ian and me 

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Stars 

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And again! 

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